Ahhhh I dunno if I like being insane. Blue keeps telling me to relax and accept the fact that I’m crazy. But then look what happened. (Btw I don’t use names on this thing, they’re all colors I see attached to their names, that’s part of my synesthesia). Blue was there as I started falling into that crazy split personality shit. He saw Normalcy, Loopy, and Dead Face. The whole trying to kiss me thing, and me going all stoic, that happened… I dunno, I think I scared him. But he reacting perfectly to the situation. He really did try to distract me with crazy dragon stories, by pressing his face up against mine and looking where my glazed eyes were looking, trying to see what I was seeing. Then he said “Narcolepsy” and I started giggling like crazy. Fuck it seemed like I was on drugs, but I wasn’t. I hadn’t really been eating, and maybe the lack of sleep the night before did me in. But I was ranting and raving to Sunny Brown on the way home. BLEHHHHH, kay happier subject? I’m fine now, which is cool.
Other than the fact that I still keep drifting off into lala-land. Blue seriously has to snap his fingers and be like, Yellow, hellooooo anyone home?? Then he laughs at me when my eye twitches and I look all paranoid. Sigh, he and Silver Brown have been calling me crazy more often recently.
CUZ I AMMMMMMMM
Kay, it’s like 2 am. I should sleep before I go bonkers again…